stock och stern

26 Mar

Going to sleep, feeling crazy tired and more than a little sick. Took some pills to stop my coughing, so far they are kinda working but probably haven’t kicked in yet.
God, feeling a little feeble. Worst feeling ever, ever. Wanting to just give up and explode.
But I can’t do that, now can I?

Thought a little about angsty things today: still stuck in limbo, albeit a much more decisive one. I don’t want my heart broken again, though, so I think the farthest this will go is (hypothetically) friendship, which is more than enough for me.

It hurts.
But I’ll bear it. It’s not too heavy for me to carry. I don’t mind as much as I originally thought.


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