stock och stern

26 Mar

Going to sleep, feeling crazy tired and more than a little sick. Took some pills to stop my coughing, so far they are kinda working but probably haven’t kicked in yet.
God, feeling a little feeble. Worst feeling ever, ever. Wanting to just give up and explode.
But I can’t do that, now can I?

Thought a little about angsty things today: still stuck in limbo, albeit a much more decisive one. I don’t want my heart broken again, though, so I think the farthest this will go is (hypothetically) friendship, which is more than enough for me.

Still.
It hurts.
But I’ll bear it. It’s not too heavy for me to carry. I don’t mind as much as I originally thought.

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